Anxiety

Life has been going pretty well. I've been hanging out with friends every weekend and streaming is going well. My views were up last week. (I think... I actually don't look at my stream summary much anymore.) I'm still playing Overwatch, Sims and World of Warcraft. I've done more art streams last week than I usually do as well. 

The only downside to life right now is my horrible anxiety I am suffering from. Even now I can feel my chest collapsing in on itself. 

It's terrible. I get it randomly all the time now. I can be having fun on stream, with friends or working on art and all of a sudden I will get these horrible chest pains and feel as though my world is crashing down on me. 

I am honestly thinking about going to the doctor to see about getting on some medication. The thing is though I don't want to be taking pills every day...

I've always suffered from anxiety/depression on and off but this anxiety I've been having for the last couple weeks has been worse than ever before. 

I hope I can figure this out but since I feel like I get it for no reason makes it difficult to control.